Featuring 10 original, jazz-influenced, Christian pop songs, this album discusses the necessity of commitment and the hope of life in Christ. With compelling honesty and a memorable sound, this down-to-earth album will keep your eyes on heaven.
"...Let us throw off everthing that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles, and let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us. Let us fix our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy set before Him endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God. Consider Him who endured such opposition from sinful men, so that you will not grow weary and lose heart."
Hebrews 12:1a-3
Words & Music by Tina Matteson
Lord, this roads seems narrow
Not quite how I'd planned
Help me somehow find the strength to stand
On my own I'm nothing
But in Your power I'll go
I have heard You calling
How can I say no
Chorus-
Without a second thought
I want to follow You and never look away
Keeping my eyes on You
Knowing that You'll always stay ahead of me
Guiding me, loving me
Without a second thought
I choose to follow You
Help me face each struggle
Holding on to You
Knowing that Your love will see me through
Help me to remember
You have led me here
Knowing You're ahead
There's nothing left to fear
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Words & Music by Tina Matteson
For Tamara
They say laugh and the world will laugh with you
But I've found when you cry you're all alone
It seems the pain will never end
Oh, will you ever smile again
But when it gets too much to bear
I know there's One who cares
Chorus-
He is the peace, He is the hope
You can hold onto
He is the refuge and the strength
You're longing for
We have a Lord who understands
He's been in every circumstance
And when your heart is breaking
He will be your joy
They say in every life a little pain must fall
But this is such a heavy burden
You can't lift it all
And though right now it hurts so bad
And no one seems to understand
Jesus knows your heart
And wants to hold you in His arms
You will never be alone
'Cause He will never let you go
He keeps count of every tear we cry
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Words & Music by Pete Matteson
Proverbs 6:6-11
There's a lion in the streets
I think I'll stay in bed
I can't be bothered or let it get to my head
It's not that I'm scared
Hey, I'm no coward
But, oh my goodness
Will you look at the hour
Chorus-
He's a sluggard
A certified, registered sluggard
He can't get out of bed
He's a sluggard
He's not leaving his mark
He's going nowhere fast
And moving full-steam ahead
The lawn needs mowing
And the bushes trimmed
And one of these days
I've gotta get to the gym
But now's not the time
I've got better things to do
A little sleep, a little slumber
Gotta take a little snooze
I can't lift a finger
'Cause I think I'll break it
If I don't get help
I really don't think I'll make it
Why do for today
What I can put off for two days
Just don't think about it
And it might go away
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Words by Timothy Hill & Tina Matteson
Music by Timothy Hill
1 John 14:15-17
So many questions, too many answers
Floating around in my head
So much confusion, I can't distinguish
Too many shades of gray
I thought that time would heal my wounded heart
I'm tired of looking through a cloud so long
Chorus-
Holy Spirit wash over me
Cleanse my heart and set my spirit free
Holy Spirit pour over me
Clear my mind, let me see
Always trying so hard to succeed
Time and time again I fall
So disheartened by failure and need
Sometimes I can barely crawl to my knees
And beg for a little relief from the pain, oh
When I look inward my violent ego
Scares me and leaves me ashamed
How could I hurt You, what were my reasons
Time after time I've failed
But won't You take my sinful heart in Your care
Restore my joy and set my soul at ease
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Words & Music by Pete Matteson
1 Thessalonians 5:23-24
Looking forward to tomorrow
More than I did yesterday
Searching for some answers
In a different way
And I won't just settle for mediocrity
Adding fuel to the fire
He's started in me
Chorus-
I'm a wannabe
I wanna be like Jesus
I wanna serve Him faithfully
I wanna mean what I pray
I'm a wannabe
I wanna be like Jesus
To be all that He has for me
To do things His way
The Bible says God's ways
Are foolishness to man
That is why I aspire
To be the biggest fool in the land
And when I see a wrong
I wanna make it right
I wanna wade through the darkness
As a beacon of light
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Words by Pete & Tina Matteson
Music by Tina Matteson
1 Thessalonians 4:16-18, Revelation 21:4
No more crying, no more dying
Oh, what a place that will be
Joyful singing, laughter ringing
Talk of only love and peace
The lame are gonna dance
And the blind will see
And best of all a space is saved
For you and me
Chorus-
Heaven is waiting
The streets of gold are shining, shining bright
I'm gonna dance right into Jesus' arms
He's just been waiting to hold me tight
Heaven is waiting
Feel the excitement riding high
Somebody pinch me if I'm dreaming
'Cause I'm getting ready to fly
I keep dreaming, still believing
My pain will soon be part of the past
Love's revealing strength and healing
Tears are wiped away at last
My life and hope are based
Upon nothing less
Than Jesus' precious blood
And His righteousness
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Words & Music by Tina Matteson
This song was played as I walked down the aisle to meet Pete on our wedding day, January 6, 1991. We had a beautiful, perfect day.
This is the day I've waited for so long
We're here to celebrate
The union of two into one
The time has finally come
To give myself to you
'Cause you mean everything to me
And I know you love me too
You are my one true love
Yes, you're the only one
As Husband and wife we'll share this joy
Through the years to come
I pledge my life to you
And everything I do
Will be an expression of
My everlasting love for you
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Words & Music by Tina Matteson
As anyone who's been married a while knows, it's easy to make those promises on your wedding day but sometimes very difficult to live them out daily. We have found that if we're willing to stick it out and work through our problems, our relationship can be better than ever.
She slammed the door and I can hear her crying
I don't know what I did to cause her pain
Seems these things keep happening more often
What went wrong, how did it all change
He left the house and didn't come back till morning
He doesn't want to talk but I still do
Whatever I can say to make things better
Somehow I know we can make it through
Chorus-
When the only thing that keeps me here
Is a pledge I made one day
A sacred vow I'd never go away
On the days the feelings fade
I won't forget the vows we made
When only a promise remains
I'll love you still
What is this word called love we use so freely
And then let our emotions rule us day to day
My commitment to you is forever
A promise kept, a vow I meant
That I will always stay
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Words by Becky Hedgepeth & Tina Matteson
Music by Becky Hedgepeth
II Corinthians 4:16-18
Take a look around and see this lonely hurting world
Seems like hope is nowhere to be found
Looking deeper in their eyes I see without a doubt
Everybody's chasing after love
Take a look inside my heart and see the pain I feel
Living in a world of ups and downs
Looking deeper in Your eyes I know You understand
Draw me closer with Your holy hands
Chorus-
Just a little closer Lord
Never let me go
What I need is more of You in my life, oh
How I want to know You more
Help me keep on growing Lord
Closer every day to You
I admit that sometimes life can get way out of hand
Fears of all tomorrow settle in
Trying to remember all those promises You made
Thinking back You never let me down
Oh my Father help me keep relying on Your grace
Liviing in a world of ups and downs
As I keep my eyes on You I want to seek Your face
Knowing I can trust You all the way
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Words & Music by Tina Matteson
Psalm 139
Lord, I failed You one more time today
Never meant to keep on hurting You this way
And I feel like such a failure in my walk with You
I just can't seem to live the way You want me to
Chorus-
Lord, it comforts me to know
You know my heart
And all those times I failed You
You let me have a brand new start
So even when I just can't see
The perfect plan You have for me
You understand because You know my heart
Ever since my life began You've known
Every little part of me and so much more
You have been my strength in seasons past
Help me to trust You more in every circumstance
Back to the TOP.
Drums, Percussion: Timothy Hill
Bass: Joe Whalen, except on "Heaven", Ron Buckner
Guitars: Michael Cone, except on "More of You", Dave Parsons
Piano: Tina Matteson, except on "Sluggard" and "Wash over Me", Timothy Hill
Trumpet, Fluegelhorn, Slide Trumpet: Pete Matteson
Saxophone: Paul Dubbs
Trombone: Dave Flomberg
Additional Trumpet on "Wannabe": Timothy Hill
Background Vocals: Christa Aikins, Katie Aikins, Timothy Hill, Joseph Kuckla, Michelle Whalen, Pete Matteson, Tina Matteson
Additional Vocals: Michelle Whalen on "Without a Second Thought" and "More of You", Christa Aikins on "Sluggard", and Kenn Fleming on "Heaven"
Produced by Pete & Tina Matteson and Timothy Hill
All songs © 1999, Portrait
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